"I can hear you making small holes in the silence rain. If I were deaf, the pores of my skin would open to you and shut and I should know you by the lick of you if I were blind."
Jesus is he with you?
I wonder everyday
I sit and wonder why he's gone
And why he could not stay
Every part of me is empty
I felt I can't go on
But then I looked at heaven
And hear this beautiful song
"Mommy, I am with him
He holds me in his arms
Whenever I am with him
He keeps me safe and warm"
"He says you shouldn't worry
I am safe and loved right here
With all the other baby angels
that passed within the years"
"We have a special place up here,
He thought that you should know
Where the Blessed Mother takes your place
for now until you show."
When I hear this precious little voice
From the heavens above,
I know that all the angels
are showering him with love
For everyone that wants to hear
Their babies voice so innocent and sweet,
Just close your eyes and begin to pray
And embrace them in your sleep.
My baby - May 2008 - July 2008
♥ Always remember that MOMMY loves you DEARLY...I'll see you in heaven sweetheart...
I believe in miracles
Where you from
You sexy thing
I believe in miracles
Since you came along
You sexy thing
Where did you come from, baby?
How did you know I needed you?
How did you know I needed you so badly?
How did you know I'd give my heart gladly?
Yesterday I was one of the lonely people
Now you're lying close to me, making love to me
I believe in miracles
Where you from, you sexy thing? (Sexy thing, you)
I believe in miracles
Since you came along, you sexy thing
Where did you come from, angel?
How did you know I'd be the one?
Did you know you're everything I prayed for?
Did you know, every night and day for?
Every day, needing love and satisfaction
Now you're lying next to me, giving it to me
I believe in miracles
Where you from, you sexy thing? (Sexy thing, you)
I believe in miracles
Since you came along, you sexy thing
Oh, kiss me, you sexy thing
Touch me baby, you sexy thing
I love the way you touch me, darling, you sexy thing
Oh, it's ecstasy, you sexy thing
Yesterday I was one of the lonely people
Now you're lying close to me, giving it to me
I believe in miracles
Where you from, you sexy thing? (Sexy thing, you)
I believe in miracles
Since you came along, you sexy thing
Oh, touch me
Kiss me, darling
I love the way you hold me, baby
Oh, it's ecstasy
Oh, it's ecstasy (Sexy thing, you sexy thing, you)
Kiss me, baby (Sexy thing, you sexy thing, you)
I love the way you kiss me, darling (Sexy thing, you sexy thing, you)
Oh, yeah (Sexy thing, you sexy thing, you)
Love the way you hold me (Sexy thing, you sexy thing, you)
Keep on lovin' me, darling (Sexy thing, you sexy thing, you)
Keep on lovin' me, baby (Sexy thing, you sexy thing, you)
Standing by a broken tree,
Her hands are all twisted,
She's pointing at me,
I was damned by light comin,
Over all she spoke with a voice that disrupted the sky,
She said, "Walk on over here to a bit of shade,
I'll wrap you in my arms if only you say
let me sign...
Let me sign....
I'd more than my fair share of near-death experiences;
It wasn't something you ever really get used to. It seemed oddly
inevitable,though, facing death again. Like i really was marked
for disaster. I'd escape time and time again, but it kept coming
back for me. Still, this time was no different from the others.
You can run from someone you feared, you could try to fight
someone you hated. All my reactions were geared toward those
kinds of killers-the monsters-the enemies.
When you love the one who was killing you,it left you no options.
How could you run? How could you fight? When doing so would hurt
that beloved one? If your life was all you have to give, how could you not give it?
If it was someone you truly love?
And there you see the distinction between our feelings,
had he been in my place and I in his.
Though I hated him with a hatred that turned my life to gall,
I never would have raised my hand against him.
You may look incredulous,if you please!
I never would have banished him from her society as long as she desired his.
The moment her regard ceased,
I would have torn his heart out,and drank his blood!
But, till then- if you don’t believe me, you don’t know me-
Till then, I would have died inches before I touched a single hair of his head!
♥ Eclipse
Chapter 10-Scent
(an excerpt from : Wuthering Heights
“Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark but there were stars---points of light and reason…
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly, everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.
Nothing had changed. But my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn’t see the stars anymore.
And there was no more reason for anything.”
I was stained, with a role
In a day not my own
But as you walked into my life
You showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right
I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see
With such a different sight
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high 'cause I've seen
'Cause I've seen, twilight
Never cared never wanted
Never sought to see what flaunted
So on purpose so in my face
Couldn't see beyond my own place
And it was so easy not to behold
What I could hold
But you taught me I could change
Whatever came within these shallow days
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen
'Cause I've seen
As the sun shines through
It pushes away and pushes ahead
It fills the warmth of blue
And leaves a chill instead and
I didn't know that I could be so blind
To all that is so real
But as illusion dies I see there is so much
To be revealed
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high 'cause I've seen
'Cause I've seen, twilight
I was stained, by a role
In a day not my own
But as you walked into my life
You showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right
I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see
With such a different sight
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high 'cause I've seen
'Cause I've seen, twilight
♫ Vanessa Carlton
Album:Be Not Nobody- Track #1
OST: Twilight
Starring: Robert Pattinson & Kristen Stewart